Sunday, 24 September 2017

Signs and symbols


i have recently started a lot of distant healing sessions. As i sit in the verandah, there in front of me is a beautiful jackfruit tree...laden with fruit.
i enjoy the spirit and energy of this tree tremendously.
As i sat down, i noticed two fruits , like twins, stuck to each other ...

since a couple of weeks, i was working on a lifetime of mine in Egypt. It was healing of the divine feminine ....one who was in deep shock at the irresposible acts of the men.
This sub personality was enlightened and knew and worked with Light energies. Hence, it took a while longer to heal her ....
in this process, i started noticing that one of the twin jackfruit had a face- a feminine face with eyes and brows and a smile...it was really there.  i knew it was a symbol of my divine masculine and divine feminine within me.
Over the next few days, as i healed that aspect within me, i noticed the female jackfruit had started rotting...literally rotting....i immediately recognised and connected the dots.

And one morning, i saw a beautiful squirrel going inside the rotten fruit and eating it up.

i smiled . The squirrel was a power animal for me. It represented the hand of God.
The symbolism was easy...i was being healed by the Creator himself and all is well. i smiled and waited...for the healing to get over...as i did what i had to do.

Today, as i sat once again, in a session, the lady jackfruit, fell. Crashed down . i smiled.
i knew that aspect of mine was healed , whole and complete.
Gratitude and grace flowed.




Tuesday, 30 May 2017

The Wattage of one's energy field



So, as one walks along...sometimes jogs or rests and maybe runs ...engaging more and more in actions, deeds, thoughts and activities which increase one' s energy field...lots of changes happen in and around the physical reality.

I, for one, like to test my progress in the physical world...for i know that progress has to reflect in the outside world- as within, so without.

The other day, i was walking in my favorite park- one which, due to some legal hassles, has been left untouched- and how i thank the Heavens for it!!! This , btw, restores my belief in the adage- the glass is always half full! There is always a positve to every situation.
      The unkept mud pathway, the trees and plants growing unmanicured...and the resultant lack of walker's ...;).....allow me to experience the energies of a mini jungle in the middle of the city!
How thankful am i !!!!
       And this morning, as i embarked upon my oxygen replenshing, Gaia - grounding , rejuvenating walk...i felt my energy field around me- boundaried in a bubble and quite intense. The previous evening and night, it had rained quite heavily. The pathway was littered with blown leaves and twigs- there was even a thick branch lying across - i had to hop over it. The fallout of the rains are mosquitoes. And there were plenty this morning.
        Hmm ...thought me. Should i walk here? Or maybe just go to a " safer, mosquito free cemented pathway around he block?
         The researcher in me awakened. i was already feeling the intensity of my energy field around me. i cud see the mosquitoes. Bits of knowledge surfaced in my mind...one attracts mosquitoes and they bite if one carries violent thoughts in one's energybody/ or has unsettled Karma towards the animal world. Flashes of photographic memories wherein i had read how people cud repel with the positive power of intention. The methods to increase/energise one's energy field.
       Summer holidays were on. No schedules. An open day...and i cud spend as much time in the park as i wished.
       i found a mud spot in the middle of the park..where the Sun was shining...it was the perfect spot.
i sat down. Quietly. And observed.
    Working on my breathing techniques- to increase my field...i watched as a few mosquitoes came flying towards me. My exposed ankles and 80per cent of my arms...and my black tracks.
    i connected with the mosquitoes- mind to mind- looking at one which was hovering around my left ankle. Before this, i had checked my mind- and ensured all mindsets about the fears of mosquito bites were busted- dengue and malaria and disease. i carried no fear.
      As i connected with this tiny guy- first i thanked him for coming to me and mind messaged him (clearly it was a he) that he could feed off my energy field which was thick with prana. Then, i apologised and ho'o'ponoed to him for all the mosquitoes which i must have killed- in this life and before- without realisation at times and many times, with the intention of killing arising out of a fear.
      As i saw the mosquito, sitting on my left, black track- the moment froze and he just watched me. I knew he had listened..and then i requested him to send the message to his community. i was ready to repay my karma to the mosquito world- and was ready to be bitten- if that is what was recquired.
     i offered my prana as payment. There was stillness. i saw a few mosquitoes swarm around me...and felt a couple of bites on my exposed arms. There were a couple on my left ankle- just sitting. i was in complete stillness, consciously radiating prana, consciously mantraing Ho'o'ponopono...bringing in the Laws of the Universe- of oneness, of love, of redemption.
     And then, the miracle hapenned.
As i sat there, they all flew off...timed together! And left me alone.
       i was thankful and grateful....to myself, to my Teacher's , to the Creator, to the mosquito kingdom... and everything else. i finished my communion with Mother Earth...and gently arose, walking back to my resplendent home.
       my experiment was a success.



         

Sunday, 26 June 2016

What Does the chanting of the Mantra Achieve?


An innocuous question posed by a Soul Friend at the exact moment someone "steals" the steel flask wherein lies my daily dose of "warm water with freshly squeezed lime, a piece of amla and ginger".
The flask is kept on a park bench, next to my home. A park- lush and green and natural- a space where i spend a lot of my time grounding my energies, releasing and healing- with the assistance of the various Beings and nature elements and so many more.
It's exactly 8:47a.m. now and i have been walking in the park since 7 a.m.
There is a "Codes of Enlightenment " workshop and initiation i have been doing since almost a year now. We are in the Phase 11 and working with the Archangelic Aspects of our Heart.
A special Mantra, received by my Master Sri Qala from the Sirian Archangelic League of the Light is used to cleanse and activate the eleventh dimension of the Heart portal.
i shall just narrate the incident:

As i started my walk, and the chanting of the Mantra, i was guided to start working with each Chakra. I had to concentrate on the particular Chakra and mantra aloud the special Light Language chant.
The Mala made of 108 beads completed one chakra...generally.
Certain Chakras..one starts from the First and moves on to the second...and so on and so forth. Sometimes, the energy of the Chant just energises the Chakra- this is seen with the help of the Third Eye as a Clockwise rotation.
At other times, the energy starts the Chakra to move anti-clockwise. This means that this particular Chakra needs Cleansing- a knowledge i learnt from the Pranic Healing Classes. Then, i keep on chanting ...maybe more than 1 round of the mala..and moving into the second ....till the Chakra rotation stops and then starts moving clockwise. It's a beautiful experience and one knows and thanks the Beings aiding one in cleansing these unseen Karmas. One moves on the the next Chakra when this particular Chakra is whirring beautifully in the clockwise direction. This may take one Mala and or more...depending on your state of consciousness and work done in the inner and outer planes.

Now..i moved on to a particular chakra and immediately it started moving anti- clockwise.I heaved a sigh - resigning to "Work-to-Do" and started chanting. I super imposed the Colors of the Chakra, the Sounds associated with it and brought in the Beings of Love and Light working on that Chakra.

" Everything done in the outer planes are a reflection of inner planes"
Just the previous round, a fellow regular walker had bought in a large bottle of water in a plastic container. I looked at it and judged- This reduces the energy of the water". And walked on.

Karma plays it's own role- and as i approached the bench, looking forward to a sip of my highly energised water in the Steel Vaccum Flask, i saw it was no longer sitting there.  Wham!

My particular Chakra is still moving anti-clockwise. I realise i judged. It was the immediate karma playing out- the flask was whisked away. Standing there, i immediately thanked the Soul who had taken my flask, hooponoponoed him/her, for i know my Karma had been taken care of at a physical level. I thanked the Elementals who take care of the flask for Being with me for so long- it was my favourite flask. i still am going to do what i need to - let the people around the park know about this so that the necessary steps are taken to ensure such theft dosen't happen. I cut any attachment cord i may have had with the flask. i blessed the Soul for releasing my Karma and released him from any karmic ties with me from my side for his act committed.
   i also saw that there was something i needed to do to protect " my property" at meta- physical level and am waiting for the correct download to show me what i need to do- which will probably be a prayer and/or a guided meditation...whatever needs to be done.

right now, as i get on with my day...my consciousness is at that Chakra level...and the whole day is dedicated to it.

So help me God! And the Love and Light Beings of all the Dimensons.
So be it and so it is .
Elohim!





Thursday, 16 June 2016

The Chanelling of the Chakra Healing Meditation



Intuition. Inspiration. Guidance...Similar experiences and different names to describe it. i wish to share how this Chakra Healing Meditation was channelled through me.

Those days, i was working within the recesses of the mind- learning and practicing Hypnotherapy. Essentially, answering the " Why'" of everything within me and around me...on one level. And the other level was learning to completely quieten the mind- to a zero no thought state, while doing whatever one does in a daily routine life. Even observation was using the mind. So, in a day, there were times when i would "see" and ask my questions and times when i would just work with the heart and flow in the moment. Other times, i would observe myself doing whatever that i was doing, talking, thinking.
Soon, i was able to deftly switch between the three states easily.
The White Light Meditation was channelled by my inner plane Master- whom i was training under during that time- Master Sanat Kumara. When i speak about being trained by HIM, i mean vivid dreams, and his voice guiding me in my head. I just "know" - to read a particular book or maybe an article on the internet or do a guided meditation programme.
 A few weeks before this recording, i started getting a sense- like an inner knowing that something was coming up. The mind would dart- yet the heart would just say " Breathe" and the Master would just smile. My genes have blessed me with the ability of being clairvoyant and since the beginning of my journey, my third eye opens when it needs to and i can see in the inner planes- in the altered states of consciousness. My paternal grandfather, i can see him smiling at me as i type this down, had this ability. I am grateful to him for passing it down to me.
I had realised at that point, that when this feeling comes up, i need to be very aware of all the " signs" around me. I took on the role of the "watcher" as Eckhart Tolle so beautifully describes.
The first sign- my beautiful son  expresses his desire, out of the blue to learn the drums. I did my research and on a Saturday, landed up at the Academy. Those days, i was also working with the planetary deity- Saturn and the Karmic Council headed by Chohan Lady Qyan Yin and as this incident happened, i was alert.
As i enrolled my son in the class, my eyes fell on a sheet lying next to table- announcing the opening of the Recording Studio on the third floor. It sort of stood out- like swimming in front of my eyes, and i knew i needed to ask. And ask i did. And was informed that anyone can record in the studio- a professional one. A part of me just noted it down.
A few weeks passed. I was doing my meditations and healings and learnings. Then one day, it so happenned that i went to pick him up from his class. This was unusual. And while walking out, i , mindlessly- for that's the only way to describe it- booked the studio for the coming Saturday.
I was quiet. I was watching myself book it. I had no idea why i did that.
This was a Monday. i went into meditation and just asked my Master- what is this...i received a blankness. No response. No answers. Just darkness. i just breathed. And shrugged and said, " Okay. I ll wait. "
And the whole week passed. Me weekly Wed Med's at Tat-Tvam-Asi too went without a single sign.  Question would surface in the mind..Do i need to read up on something? Do i need to take something with me? What will i record? Complete blankness would greet me. Then, He told me to learn to completely blank my mind and trust, learning to live even more intensely in the moment. And that's what i did. And waited.
Saturday morning dawned. The booking was for 11 a.m. I got dressed and waited...mind was blank. An impulse made me pick up an instrumental healing Cd and my Book of Invocations.
Re-enforcing my faith, i left for the Studio. " What are you going to record? How long is it going to be?"asked the technician. A "mind of no thought" answered," It's a guided meditation and will be about 45 minutes."I looked at myself answering and smiled.
What happened in the studio was a complete trance. I closed my eyes and spoke. And when i finished speaking, i blinked open my eyes and the recording was done.
Exactly 45 minutes.
The meditation was ready.


As i look back at the experience, it was completely guided by my Higher Self and overlighted by my Master. I loved it. And i started practicing this more and more..in my daily life. Simple things...like buying groceries to clothes to giving instructions...for i knew if i "felt" like, it would be needed. And i would do it, without allowing the mind to interject/question/oppose.

How simple. How easy. And how rewarding.
Available to all - who desire it.
So be it!
                                             










Sunday, 5 February 2012

The Mind Zone..and it's entrapments.

        The Matrix...and the need to disconnect.
    The entrappings of the mind...you can live in this zone for lifetimes...and maybe not know off it! 


            The role if a hypnotherapist i have embodied in this lifetime has allowed me to explore, pry and try and understand the zone of the mind...it s expansiveness, its reality, it's potentials....every new session i encounter..i am left with a new understanding- a feeling and an amazement, "Oh! Even this is possible!". Kinda " aisa bhi hota hai!"  
          The movie Inception somewhat brings this to light for it clearly states how any idea in a mind can create a reality..and that idea need not be one's own..it can be implanted. Religious books have expounded this..we may have heard of random stories..and the experience is completely different when one encounters it and sees it in person. I guess, this is the difference between knowing and knowledge. It 's vast.
         To make it simpler, i will write as if the experience has hapenned with me.
   A horrible headache. And the complete inability to control one's thoughts and mind...as if it's not mine anymore! ( but first, we need to know and understand...what is mine!)  This started troubling me to an extent that i seeked professional help for nothing would relieve me. The causes were inexplicable. And it was bringing forth in me feelings of fear, an alien feeling. 
    What came forth in a hypnotherapy session was a scenario from a sci-fi movie. Wow! A different world...a planet of single celled beings with group consciousness who were at the lowest rungs of the development ladder..their only function being..to replicate and exist. And for that, they needed energy. The planet on which they lived did not have an alive star of their own. Hence, they needed to "feed' off the energies of other planetary beings. Almost no individuality..except that the will to survive helped them create these grids or highways ..energy lines which they spread around to nearby solar systems which had either their own Sun or higher life.  
      these energy grids..much like the electricity grids we on earth have...would suck up energy and pulse them back to their planet. They survive. 
   ( As i read back, it sounds like the crazed mind of a sci-fi author...and makes me wonder, were they actually that or just reporting back from unseen zones. new perspectives. Time to shatter old beliefs which no longer can survive.)
    How did these parasitic lines connect with human minds...? I would like to explain simply by saying that like disease causing germs which attack weaker immune systems and jump from one to another depending on the vulnerabilty of the physical body, these 'mind -energy sucking grids also enter the energy system of a human 's mental body system at a moment of weakness. Like the pranic healers know, a burst of anger or a moment of extreme negative thought, a green notion of jealousy or the red devil of hate...all cause a momentary break in the boundaries of the mental body ...and in enter the tentacles of the energy-sucking matrix ( if they happen to be in the vicinity). Silently. The victim is unaware. The symptoms..inexplicable headaches which do not have organic origins...allopathy does not have a cure! Simply because the roots lie in the mental mind and not in the physical body. 
                  Thus, this energy -sucking line entered my mind ( to make it simple) and has been constantly living off my mind power. How does it affect me as a human? Well, i cannot make full use of my menatl faculties for i dont have a control over my system...so memory gaps or blankness, incoherence, wavering mind, inability to concentrate...it could be any or all and more of such symptoms.
         i could have decided to live with it...and could have. Then again, decide to find out whats hapenning with an open mind.
   Beware! My thoughts can easily be manupilated. for e.g., one day i think...enough is enough! Lemme try the hypnotherapist...and immediately a counter thought...what nonsense! It s gibberish!
  What does one do then? Which thought is the real, mine one? Then comes the "listening to your heart" bit...for only that is the lighthouse beamer in the sea of darkness. 
       i decide to go and suddenly, my chauffeur dosent show up! Or i get a call from friend for a luncheon date. Any one of these scenarios is possible. They are just testing your own personal mind power..your belief in yourself viv-avis the belief system of another human...for you may have confided in your mother and she puh-puhes the idea for "You will be wasting money and time!"   
     Well. We all have to choose for ourselves at all times. 
  i choose to go, despite all invisible oppositions. And voila! i discover this. 
The session enables me to go to the moment of weakness and see the line entering my system. Wow!
         an intense session ensues...for which life form wants to give over control? ( do us humans as a species want to ?) The skill of the therapist is put to test. And just as a surgeon cuts off the malignant tumour to restore the physical body, the therapist cuts, sutures and heals my mental body system.  
       That's it. the virulent species no longer have any control over this life stream. Their energy lines are cut off. What happens to them..is none of our concern...for defence is our right. Offence needs to be adressed. And it is. This body, in a time of 24 hrs...releases all symptoms and the headache, needless to say, disappears.
                      What else is there to write? 
  Know your own self. 
Know your mind...for only then can we differentiate between what is ours and someone else's. 
  for clearly, from the onset, i knew that this headache "was not mine"


Kodoish! Kodoish! kodoish!
Adonai Tsebayoth!


In the law of the One,


Varaha  
VVI.










                 

Wednesday, 1 February 2012

The Expansion.

Hmmm. Have been toying with the theme of this blog since a while...and wondering how do i write this? What is the reference point? At times, a teeny weeny doubt somewhere in the deepest,( probably darkest corner) of my brain...who would believe me? And then, a resounding voice...in my head ofcourse...since when do I consider that to be a deterrent! Followers of  "The Path" have to ,at innumerable  ocassions , bypass such "other people and what they will think " thought! So, i have hurdled it once again and wish to share a mighty unbelievable, yet true...experience i had around Christmas, last year. And, must mention, people have been having since time was created!
                 i meditate..sometimes for many hours in a day. Since a while, i have  consciously been in my body and stay in it while experiencing different energies..in the form of light, rays, feelings or  light beings.
        On one such ocassions, in Hospet, as i sat in a beautiful garden..under a ....well, not a Bodhi Tree.. a jamun one, nevertheless....in the early hours of the morning...the setting, i guess, was perfect. After doing some chakra cleaning and grounding meditations...somethin ( my higher self or I AM itself) directed me to work with the energies of Gaia. And i started connecting with her...till i could feel myself completely intertwined with her. i could feel my body swaying to the beats of a base instrument which was playing somewhere in the background. As i turned towards it, i could see a no. of people..tribals of some sort, dancing in a circle, the middle of which had a large, glowing fire. A shamanic ritual.
        naturally, i found myself joining the circle and moving rhythmically to the beats of the mesmerising music.
Went into a complete trance..already in one! i guess, it just got deeper.
    At some point, i found myself sitting down in vajraasana...on my knees with outstretched arms on the floor...and as i uncurled up...i found my hands together , as if in a snake like posture..staring in the large flames of the fire.
    What ensued next...was magical.(need a new vocabulary!) In the fire, materialised a large snake..reminding me of the Sheshnag. It even had a crown...and then, it differentiated into 7 heads..red, forked tongues and golden crowns..shiny, black eyes piercing mine! It swayed to the beating drums and then started rising...just rising...arising from the fire and growing taller and bigger and bigger. I am still sitting in the snake pose , watching mesmerised.
      Something made me look down at myself...and i saw myself growing. At par with the 7 headed snake. it was so natural. so beautiful. So easy. We were growing in tandem.
  How i wish i could explain this...the natural, easy movement ...the expansion. There were no thoughts in my mind, no emotions of any kind...just a watcher! A watcher within a watcher! A dream within a dream. I didnt know what was real any more!
         What is reality? Varsha sitting with her eyes closed in the garden in hospet...or the one in snake position, expanding and arising! The Earth family or the group of shamanic dancers ?  Why do i have to choose? i am both...i belong to both the families....and the many more that i cannot see.
     We just kept on growin and at some point..we stopped. i looked down...feeling what Gulliver probably felt in the land of the Lilliputs.( hmm. Was the story a metaphor..!)
   i was a giant...feeling what possibly Vaman, the Brahmin felt..as he grew and looked down on the Earth. Literally, my head was in the clouds. I looked around and could faintly see other giants..walking around the Earth. Ethereal. Silent. No sounds are heard as that zone is that of telepathy...mind reading. One dosent have to speak...it gets transferred automatically via the crystalline grid. All going about their work, their Dharma..their reason for being here, Now.
    So serene. So full of industry. So calm...yet, had an aura of power; a distinct halo of love and the beauty of knowingness in it's purest form. Wow! What a feeling.
   There was no time..and as i came back into this body and gently opened my eyes...what felt like hours was about an hr of earth time.
  Sitting silently on the green carpet of Gaia, i allowed the experience to be absorbed in my conscious mind..and then, got up to attend to my day .
  Gratitude and extreme gratefulness...humble reverence to ...who, i wonder?

                        Ssigning off....Take care.

In the law of the One,

Varaha
       


Thursday, 3 November 2011

The Power of the chanted Mantras!



A Mantra...i have realised over my journey..is a sound made by the glueing together of syllables.

The language may be ancient Sanskrit .

Simple English .

An exotic Light Language- yes, the language of  civilizations which live beyond our planet...in the planets and stars. If one has yet to experience the latter ...it's a must! I feel the need to share how as a child- maybe eight or so...my two younger siblings, a very dear neighbour and me would speak the apparent " gibberish" language..for hours together. The expressions of these kids ( it was us...yet as i write, i can visually recall the memory and see these kids) were exaggerated. The hand gesticulations were dramatic. The body language was animated. The words ...had meaning. We were able to explain our games to each other...for often we decided, over the long summer days, that today, this will be the language of our communication. And so it was. And, oh! how we enjoyed it.
And i now know why! ( on a side, must thank my Mother...who always let us " BE" - these pure, innocent children who had very vivid memories of their starlight and heritage and were always allowed to do what we wanted. no questions asked. Rarely any controls imposed.)

Hmmm. Light Language. A reminder of our heritage- the longings of our Soul.

Mantras. My experience with them began after my marriage- especially my mother-in-law. She is proficient in her chantings and years of practice have made her renditions perfect. As i would listen to her, an inner stirring made me want to learn. Vishnu Sahastranam was the first series she taught me...and i took to it like the proverbial fish takes to water. i loved the feel of it...the power of it. As i would read the Sanskrit, i could see the letters swimming towards me..and could naturally understand the meaning...somehow.

The next few years, i learnt a variety of them...some with Ma's guidance...other's on my own. Gods and Goddesses. Buddhist Mantras. Whatever came my way- and trust me, when the desire is strong, a lot comes one's way!!!

An interesting thing which i unlocked along the way of my Mantra learning - was a hypnotherapy session. I was learning the science and in one of the sessions to unlock successful lifetimes, i accessed a lifetime  lead on the ghats of Benaras. It was one of intense sadhna - learning of the ancient Sanskrit texts- recitations and language. Meanings. The whole life lead in the pursuit of Mantras. As ennumerated in the holy Vedic texts. It was a bachelor life- no distractions of a regular family and society. Took the oath at the age of 12years. And the entire life amidst the sacred texts. This lifetime was superimposed on my current lifetime.

The results of this was that i was a natural at reading Sanskrit. Really. I could just tune in to any text and the words would come alive and i would recite it as if i always knew it. As if i had learnt it in this lifetime. Images of the deity..the meanings. Everything. It was simply fabulous. I remember the thrill...for it was only within me. As Varsha, i spent hours just exploring this new found resource...and enjoyed it.

During the course of a few years, i had recited Mantras of almost all the Gods and Goddesses of the Hindu pantheon. Enjoying the energies...each God /Goddess emitting different ones. Trying different days...on special days like a full moon. Hanuman Jayanti. Akshara Tithi. Somvati Amavasya. So many..wonderful experiences. As each set of mantras would unlock a portal- and the concerned deity would pour their energies within my Merkhaba. Some would make me cry, uncontrollably. i recall the first time i recided the mantras of Goddess Mahalaxmi...i sobbed and sobbed. For more than an hour. i can see myself - sitting in the corner of the children's room, crying as i recited the mantras alongwith the recorded version.

Certain mantras would energise me..and i would just get up and whirl- like a Sufi. the body would break out in dance movements and i had little control over it. i would allow the body to move to the Mantra. Exquisite.

Some would lull me into sleep.

A beautiful series i mastered were the Zodiac Mantras...a set of deities who were aligned with a particular Zodiac. Over the years, i imbued all the zodiac deities- the effect can be seen by a clairvoyant - in my aura. I really wish all could experience this.

The potency of a mantra can only be felt by one if one experiences it enough to unlock the portal and allow it to BE you. Please, please...do experience it. Intellectual knowlege is imperitive. However, only it's conversion into experiential one can achieve it's full benefits.

So , let's do it!!!